npa la aq bodoh sgt??!!

salam..npa la aq nie bodoh sgt??cm bangang!!da tau aq sygkn dy,npa la aq pi mnx break ngn dy!!
ya allah,apa aq dah buat!!aq da lukakan hati org yg aq cinta,rindu,syg..skunk pdan la sgt ngn muka aq!!
aq da x dak apa ngn dy!!aq pon sbnarnya x nk break ngn dy,da syg giler kot,tapi, ckgu kolah aq dok marah2 spa yg dok kapel 2 !!ckgu mrh sbb ada 1 kes yg brlaku kt kolah aq!!kalo bdk kolah aq msti phm..sbb 2 la..ckgu bising!!kalo x ckgu bknnye ksh pon psl psngn kapel nie..
aq tension la..ari khamis ari 2,ada la 1 ceramah nie..pasal kapel2 ni pon cikgu dok ckp2
pas2,ckgu tya la bdak ostel,spa yg kapel??n,x dak sowang pon yg nk ngaku..first,aq nk ngaku la..tpi,aq agkt tgn pndek je la..x dak owg nmpak la..
ckgu kta,kalo dy dpt tgkp spa bdk ostel yg kpel msti kna gla ngn ckgu 2!!(tkot gak la)
kak senior aq 2,dia ckp cm ni kat aq:ag dpt pahala ka kapel 2??
ckup la smalam aq nangis smpai mata aq yg kecik ni jadi sepet n merah..first time aq jdi lemah n x dpt kawal prsaan aq!!x penah aq nangis smpai cm 2!!tpi,salah aq jgk!!
ya allah,aq harap jodoh aq ngn dy ada nnti..sbb susah aq nk lpaskn dy..
kt fb dia ad 2lis cm ni,

My heart stops. My breath stops. You are leaving me
I only loved you until my heart ached. I was happy
Born as your man, I loved you indefinitely
That's enough. I'll try to hold back my tears

allah ja tau prasaan aq time  2! nk nangis suma cukup..aq nak dia..x mo owg lain..i need him!! come back to me plezz..i need u!!

jgn tgglkn ika..ika x sengaja..plezz!!

need u..always love u..